dilly-dally shilly-shally

[Natsuki Saito]

natsuki saito

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il n’y que la vérité qui blesse
it is only the truth that hurts[/i][/SIZE][/font]



il ne faut pas juger les gens sur la mine[/i][/b][/color]
don’t judge a book by its cover[/color][/font]

OTHERHALFis it still me that makes you sweat?
PRACTICALLYFAMILYam I who you think
ATTACHEDATTHEHIPabout in bed? when the
INSEPARABLElights are dim and your hands
PARTNERSINCRIMEare shaking as you’re sliding
BESTFRIENDSoff your dress? then I think of what
CLOSEFRIENDSyou did and how I hope to God he
GOODFRIENDSwas worth it when the lights are dim
TRUSTEDFRIENDSand your heart is racing as your fingers
AVERAGEFRIENDStouch your skin I’ve got more wit, a
ENEMIESTURNEDFRIENDSbetter kiss, hotter touch, a
ACQUAINTANCESbetter fuck than any boy you’ll ever
PARTYFRIENDSmeet, sweetie you had me girl I was it
DRINKINGFRIENDSlook past the sweat a better love
FIRSTNAMEBASISdeserving of exchanging body heat
FRIENDOFAFRIENDin the passenger seat no, you know
JUSTAFACEit will always just be me let’s get these teen hearts[/color][/font]

la fortune sourit aux audacieux [/i][/b][/color]
fortune favors the brave[/color][/font]

INLOVEnow I’m of consenting consenting age to be forgetting
FINALyou in a cabaret somewhere downtown where a
CURRENTburlesque queen may even ask my name as she
POSSIBLEFUTUREsheds her skin onstage I’m seated
PHYSICALATTRACTIONand sweating to a dance song
LUSTon the club’s PA and the strip joint veteran sits two away
PASTGOODTERMSsmirking between dignified sips of his
PASTBADTERMSpeace and lime daiquiri and isn’t this
PASTSTILLCHEMISTRYexactly where you like me I’m
MUTUALCRUSHexactly where you’d like me, you know
ONESIDEDCRUSHpraying for love in a lap dance and
FLIRTINGpaying in naivety oh, isn’t this exactly where
FLEETINGGLANCESyou like me, I’m exactly where
PASTFLINGyou like me, you know pray for love in a lap dance
FORBIDDENand paying in naivety oh, but I’m afraid that I,
SEXUALTENSIONmay have faked it and I wouldn’t
ENEMIESWITHBENEFITSbe caught dead d-dead d-dead
FRIENDSWITHBENEFITSd-dead in this place well, I’m
MAKEOUTFRIENDSafraid that I, well that’s right, well I may
BEDWARMERhave faked it and I wouldn’t be caught dead
ATFIRSTSIGHTin this place and isn’t this exactly where you’d
ONENIGHTSTANDlike me I’m exactly where you like me
ENGAGEDyou know praying for love in a lap dance and
MARRIEDpaying in naivety oh, isn’t this exactly where[/color][/font]

pas de plaisir sans peine [/i][/b][/color]
no pleasure without pain[/color][/font]

HARDCOREHATREDit’s these substandard motels on the
MUTUALDISLIKEcorner of 4th and Fremont Street la, la, la, la, la
ONESIDEDDISLIKEappealing only because they are just
RIVALSthat unappealing any practiced catholic would cross
ONANDOFFthemselves upon entering the rooms have a
MUTUALENEMIEShint of asbestos and maybe just a dash
BACKSTABBEDof formaldehyde and the habit of decomposing
FRIENDSTURNEDENEMIESright before your very eyes
JEALOUSYla, la, la, la along with the people inside what a
ANNOYANCEwonderful caricature of intimacy inside,
INDIFFERENTENEMIESwhat a wonderful caricature
SCAREDOFof intimacy tonight tenants range from a lawyer
AVOIDANCEand a virgin accessorizing with a rosary
LOVEANDHATEtucked inside her lingerie she’s getting
TOLERANCEa job at the firm come Monday the Mrs. Will
BYASSOCIATIONstay with the cheating attorney moonlighting[/color][/font]

à cœur vaillant rien d’impossible[/i][/b][/color]
nothing is impossible to a willing heart[/color][/font]

MIXEDFEELINGSoh, well imagine, as I’m pacing the pews
BADINFLUENCEin a church corridor and I can’t help but
GOODINFLUENCEto hear, no I can’t help but to hear an
PROTECTIVEOVERJEANCLAUDEexchanging of words
PROTECTIVEOVERYOUwhat a beautiful wedding!
RESPECTwhat a beautiful wedding says a bridesmaid
EMOTIONALSUPPORTto a waiter and yes but what a
ROOMMATEshame, what a shame the poor groom’s
HOUSEMATEbride is a whore I chime in with a haven’t you
FAMILYpeople ever heard of closing the goddam door no,
FRIENDOFTHEFAMILYit’s much better to face these kinds
FALSEFRIENDSof things with a sense of poise and rationality
OTHERI chime in haven’t you people ever heard of closing[/color][/font]

qui ne risque rien n’a rien[/i][/b][/color]
nothing ventured, nothing gained[/color][/font]
this plot was made solely by courtney, coco, ivory, ive, loco coco, or Whimsical Whisper of Blank Pages. you try and steal it, I swear to god I will hunt you down and eat you. so what do you do? NOT TAKE OFF THE CREDIT. simple as that =D the titles for the categories are in French, but since I don’t speak it I relied on the ‘web. and the web has been known to be wrong, so they could be wrong. but the translations are the smaller bits of text underneath the larger one. the lyrics for the categories are all from Panic at the Disco, so credit is due to them for that, not me.[/center]

[Natsuki Saito]

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relationships here
one per line
quote above post for colors
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* [i]NATSUKI says:[/i] "leave blank"
* [b]YOURCHARACTER'SNAME says:[/b] "history here, first person"
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victims

,serenitygracelivingston
&&. she’s a ranch girl with eighteen years under her belt.

[/color] lights are dim and your hands
BESTFRIENDS off your dress? then I think of what
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* NATSUKI says: "When we met, you and I were inseparable. We did almost everything together, we spent so much time hanging around the barn and doing nothing productive. However, I've known for a while you're the better one out of the two of us and I'd usually challenge you and sometimes pick fights. In the end we'd make up and go about being the loud and crazy kids that ran around the barn. We're all grown up now though, and that competitive edge died..."
* SERENITY says: "Natsu and I were always friends, yeah we had our fights and times when we didn't want to talk to each other. But five minutes later we were back on the horse talking and laughing. Natsu was the nicer one out of us, for my temper can be uncontrolable. Well, at lest she was there to calm me down or hold me down when I wanted to rip someone's head off. In the end we still are the bestest of friends and those little fights, well they are history. But our friendship isn't."
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